Ok this here is just to help me get focused. 50$ is what I can afford right now, not more not less, when I waste this I won't be able to play, simple as that.
I have just too many expenses the next few months that I could spare any more money on poker. My first 40 hands. +0.81 cents.
I had one hand in my pokertracker from the last time which was -1$, so my PT stats had a rough start. I am still in the red even though I am up. Ok, the next post will be some link pimping.
50.81